2 years ago...

euRO Loki didn't mean anything to me anymore. International guilds closed one by one. Good players I played with just stopped one by one too. nothing could hold me there, so i left without any regret or hope to come back.

Then I wandered wherever else... tried other games, met other people/communities... and it took me 2 years to realize that i'll never find again something as good or better than europe Ragnarok Online.
- Offline games are boring
- F2P MMO games suck hard! (all the new MMOs are like that now I guess?)
- 100% french server games = dumb kids
- other activities not related to video games or japanese stuff... erhm, i guess i have "nerd" written in my blood. I could try to be open minded, i could spend hours and days on trying something else. I just don't feel a sh*t and have no interest for it.

So yeah, 2 years later, i'm back :3
lot of things attempted me, especially the merge between Chaos and Loki *_*.

I'm quite happy until now, lot more challenges than before, lot of new things to do, and there is real competitions between guild and allies! *_*
Though the guild I am in is not as good as they pretended to be some years ago ;D. But as far as we are not the best, we still have things to do!

The funniest thing is to watch other players mentality. And to notice that those who haven't take any break until now haven't changed at all! They are all quite into it. and really touchy and nervous O_o. that always makes me laugh and makes me wonder... "omg i hope i wasn't like that before? "

Everything looks so nice except one thing... Some things don't change and I still can't even ask "how are you" to a person i played a lot with some years ago...
When you spend many hours, days, months, years playing with someone. Even if u've never met this person for real, there is something built up with that person. Some kind of virtual friendship, i don't really know. but at least, something strong enough that i just can't continue to pretend that this person is just a pixelized sprite :'(
I would never think that could affect me that much to "lose" someone i've never met IRL... I miss her q.q


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btw fuck summer, it's hot